I’m so fucking sick and tired of feeling crappy because of this hot to cold weather changing shit. My uncle called in antibiotics for me because last night I woke up shivering and sweating with a fever. So I was first pissed because I had decided to go to gaspirilla to get out of this house. lets just say these antibiotics are not working. I feel like shit worse than shit. I tried cleaning my room, but started feeling even worse. I tried studying for my drugs and behavior class and couldn’t concentrate. FML. Idk. I’m sorry for this rant.

Every morning I wake up with a smile on my face. Your arms are tightly wrapped around my waist. You kiss my back and whisper “I love you” softly in my ear. Those little moments make my life light up so brightly.

Our happiness cannot be broken. It is stronger than the strongest material in the world. We are unbreakable.

We fit together so perfectly. Who knew, you, my best friend would turn into the one I cannot live without. We never fight. We have both been hurt by love which in turn makes our love stronger. We clasp so tightly to each other. We don’t even have to try and make it work. It just works, effortlessly.

You asked me last night to move in with you. I almost cried. I know it seems childish but no one has ever loved me like you. No one has cared about me like you. The fact that you want to take the next step makes me realize all of this is not just a dream. Happiness does exist. True love does exist. You and I are real.